omg~it seems like i havent blogged since forever..-_-" I dont think ive really had the time, to actually sit down, think about stuff and just you know, type words away. I dont know why?Its like you know, I dont use most of my time in this world to do good, like nothing worth, i mean like theyre not all for worthy reasons.. But how exactly dont I have time in between facebook and msn?Like there are times, Im that free, that I pace back and forth from facebook to msn, msn to facebook, facebook to msn, well you basically get it. So its usually in times that im not suppose to be blogging my heart out that I blog..-___-"

i have test tommorow..I met my sir on the hallway on my way to the toilet and he's like "have you studied for my test tomorrow?" and I had a kinda doubted answered and he's like "yeah thats very convincing" -_____-"
At least Im doing something, shouldve seen me back in hehehhee..nevermind.:D I feel like Ive made an evolution, like yeah.
I think its all the heartbreaks and the whatevers that turned me into something..-____-" well its boring!
pfft..I cannnot!wait!for BKK!gaddamn~


and surprise, surprise..I miss form 6..=] *dont mock me boyfriend..-_-" Personally I think (well i just kinda thought of this seconds ago) why i tend to deny my form 6 days is because, its perhaps the years of my evolvement. No, thats not entirely a good thing, cause it was the most longest lasting years of heartache (i actually think im exxagerating by using this word, but it may perhaps be the most emotionally challenging years). What happened may perhaps just stay in the minds of those who endured it with me, or were there, I will try my best to not open the chapter over again. So anyways, i think ive got to get going..
IT!IT!WOOHOOO!!I AM ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT IT!*jumps*


and oh yeah, i felt stupid today, cause I cant remember this very ughhh!supposedly easy question. I forgot wa.."Organisational culture" gaddamn!I could just shoot my brains out..hahaha over tia~

Labels: career, everyday ku., not getting to my point, Random, something from the soul

BoysIIMen - End of the Road.
"*inda as in ada something missing
*eseh
*apakan
*mcm inda complete bah
*eseh
*mcm ada sesuatu tinggal di masa yang telah berlalu
*eiseh

*hahahaha semua org will rasa cematu yoh"

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The above doesnt make sense.. But just felt like posting it. HAHAHA!

So anyways, im no longer psyched for BKK, well Im still psyched but like if I dig deep in my mind, it just means I have to study in BKK again..pfft. Like that worked the last time..*roll eyes*

So yeah, I did my accounting, esok aku siapkan..hahaha perasan..but yaknow i just gotta before i take off, like I dont know why but it feels like im rushing everything before I take off..wth man?im coming back jua..duh!So yeah must dos before I take off might be meetings with few important people..*cough* and..well thats just about it..hahaha!soo i dont know what to blog about.

oh yeah!this i wanted to blog about yesterday, but somehow..something mustve happened that hindered my intentions. Atu waa.. I dont know why, but nowadays I find it annoying when I talk then people just cut me off..like, im just pausing for awhile like 3seconds and like people just rush in to talk?so okay, it may be longer than that, but yeah still. Its not I intended to be annoyed by it..-_-" but like cmon!its not like i talk often, just hear me out for abit..hish!hahaha..so okay, im not really bugged about it at the moment, cause there's really noone who's talking to me, and cutting me off right now. So i dont really know how bugged i am right now about it. so imma take off now..cause im bored..and i feel like sleeping..so tudda!

hahaha I dont know why, but there's something more than this..hahaha..:P

Labels: everyday ku., exam, Random

Lazy-time, SHOULD END HERE!*stomps feet on the ground*

Oh yeah, I have two more assignments before the holiday starts!But holiday mode is on..=( sucks big time..=( Sooo..Imma have to force myself at this!I need THAT A!or another A at that *kirai2* and 5more for next semester wee-ooo-wee!Oh yeah, and from the looks of it, imma have to like bring work to BKK!gaddamn!but its aright, its aright..imma get my reward..*drools* oh yeah i have exam on January..-___-" grrr!But I have to make it through, gotta-gotta-gotta!Cause I soo wanna smack your head hard..hahaha apakan..i dont know who the hell im talking about..-___-" AHAX AHAX!*mumbles:ku tampar kau karang*

YES!AN A++ WITH MY NAME ON IT!hahahahaha..sounds sad, but yeah..and so, my day was pretty awkward *not really* cause my BOYFRIEND *highlights cause he needs to notice* I havent heard from, it saddens me..it still saddens me no matter how much i feel like im prepared or know it or whatever. Anyways, so went out dengankan Waie cut his hair tadi, and i thought I shouldve taken a picture!hehehe..but I forgot, I forgot..teeeheeeheee..sekali dropped him off and went Mall for BIT!BUT!gila orang ramai~ and I met si Teeqah!*dances* and KFC there is such a bitch!Like that girl, cant remember what I ordered, so I waited like an extra 20-30mins for my already ready food. Grrrhh!But I got new ones instead..anyways..it was so bitchy~ malas ku kan relive it all over..*roll eyes* so yeah..because Lazy-time is suppose to end now!*or awal sudah* soooo...turra!

EH BOYFRIEND IF YOURE READING THIS!MANA KAU!

Labels: 567, career, everyday ku., not getting to my point, Random

♥ Let my posts be.. ♥
I love you sayang.=) hehehehhe!
I feel like a smittened-kitten.♥ teeheehee..♥♥♥♥♥
Hahaha..i know the hearts are annoying, cause Im over using them but..let it be..♥♥ Let it be..♥♥ ♥♥♥hehehe..♥♥♥

♥♥ I had an awesome time with you..=)
But we didnt take pictures. We suck dont we?hehehe

Okay, I meant this to be a blog, not a dedication, cause I just wanna share my happy day..:P hehehe..Tomorrow's Monday. and the day after that is Tuesday, good god!I have 5 straight days of no classes. Its not really good, cause I USUALLY dont do anything on weekends and therefore the extended days would end up macam atu jua..-_-" gaddamn!I saw people bowling on tv..and I thought "eh i wanna bowl" and so, I mentioned to my friend and she's like okay~ well not directly but yay!im psyched fer that.. hahaha..but like, karang aku yang inda okay..pffttt...gagaa..bah malas ku blog..im sucking at it..aright..toodoo!

Labels: 567, everyday ku.

Im getting accustomed to curling in bed, my whole body covered in sheets and my head covered with a pillow.
For everytime I think about missing you, my eyes fills with tears and I just had to wipe that thought of. Which road are we going down on?

Ive been eating less and less, partly cause I have things in my mind. I was psyched thinking Ill have you closeby, but I guess I overlooked things.. :( I miss you.

I just wish;
WE will be back.
I miss us, the way we used to be with the smiles and awkward moments.

All I need is you by my side to ease my mind.
did you know that I cant be mad and disappointed in you for more than hour without missing you?
Well I do.
The only reason I keep posted this here, is because I know you only read this.I LOVE YOU

I should learn to wake up in the morning and expect less of the day.

Labels: something from the soul

I dont want to bloghop anymore. Because it bothers me, what people type, how they feel, how they articulate matters. Well basically, the sentences in their blogs that wraps information in a bundle, and make it seems like a pretty package of happiness,anger,misery and whatever other feelings there exists in this organ of feelings present in our bodies.

Maybe things that has to do with the heart or whatever it is that generates feelings, are big deals to me. Like I dont know why..I really dont. Im just very, hmmm..sensitive at this matter, so Im like avoiding it. Badass ah?Considering I have a boyfriend, and I shouldnt really not have feelings. BUT HEY!I have feelings for him..hehehe..I wont avoid that. I dont like talking about him in my blog, cause it makes me go off track from what I actually wanna write, and ill just end up missing him..bugger!Teheheh. So anyways.. Cause once you fall, its really hard to climb back up, cause all the pretty things usually stays down there, and the vines of misery rarely reaches the top, and its rarely stable enough to be able to support you to climb all the way out.

So ohh well, I just needed to blog something actually..=p I handed my law assignment tadi btw, and I did my presentation, I went first!and started early..like it was supposed to be at the end of class. But because it "SEEMED" like there were less people at the beginning, we went early. SEKALI!like OMG!rupanya there were less people after the break.. bugger ass jua tu!bah..im logging off terus ni..its almost 11 and i have class early morning!turraa!

Labels: 567, keemosian, Random