Lastnight, was an epic night. Racist though.
But anyways, the point of this post is.....
New Baby Girl added to the family. Congratulations Kayan, Abang Kid, and Andy-dus. <3 Cant wait to see her.
Labels: announcement., celebration; birthdays
At the back of my head, I had always thought....
Watch "What if you" on YouTube
It didnt occur to me till I saw a part of the movie 'Catch&Release' again. I guess all the answers I asked is where I am now.
...its just a matter of releasing now.
Its almost cleared out now. Cant believe how fast time flew by.. And soon..I'll be a homeless hobo.
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Its gettimg quiet. Everyone left. Well almost everyone. The girls in the house did. I just realised that fact after they left. Basically thats about it. Cause like... I dont know. Alright.. i need to pee. Btw..bbq was awesome!days have been alright..:] i thank god for that.
As I was packing my stuff. It hit me..
I'm coming back to reality. For good.
I looked through my clothes, and images of the years that had past just hit me.
How worried I am looking to the future. How... it feels like a giant fullstop. From the moment I step foot to the airport, from then will my life just be a big ball of emptiness.
Im scared. Utterly terrified. But this is a phase that I have to go through. =]
Labels: not getting to my point, something from the soul
BBQ today. :)
The weather has been hot like Brunei's windy beach. Its cool. So anyways..the past two days, were dedicated to getting stuff for the BBQ. Went all the way to Argos by foot..went to Tesco to get Sushi to 'munch on..took us about 3hours maybe?went to highstreet and Morrisons yesterday. And today better be a good one. :)
I hope you know, my posts are about you..M.
Its hard as it is to have someone you love, walk away from you.
But its harder, to tell someone you love, to stop talking to you when you actually still want to.
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Its a beautiful day, but all I feel like doing is stay in my room and just forget today ever happened.
